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i am the total black (thanks, audre lorde). i write about everything, especially music, the web, politics, photography and other things not included here. also, this site just looks better in safari.

it’s a drippy sort of day

i am having kind of a weird week.

yesterday, it rained on my head. and by rained, i mean it poured about fifteen minutes after i had blow-dried my hair. i was about ten minutes late to class.

the day changed directions when i got home, as my guitar and amp (à la ebay) had arrived. dicking around with that had its setbacks, as i performed exactly ZERO tasks of substance. i did get to finally watch “across the universe” (four out of five stars in my book), and i had a much-needed chat (part 1 of at least 3) with the woman in my life.

but then, this morning…i was late AGAIN. and it was rainy. and i usually can catch a ride (rather than try to catch my perennially late bus) with this guy who lives by me and works at UM. but he was nowhere to be found by the time my bus rolled on through. and i fell asleep on the train (due to aforementioned conversation lasting until 2:30am) and missed my stop. so i had to get off on the next one, and go backwards, a step that ultimately cost me almost twenty minutes. i would have been exactly on time, instead i got to class a full half-hour after the lecture had begun. i also tripped into the class over the cord from my headphones.

i’m just tired already. it’s not even 12, i still have one and a half more classes to go (one of which is about 3 hours long), and i’m just already over it.

being a fake-rebel

i’m pretending to be so bad-ass right now. by not sleeping.

sometimes, my body will get out of whack and stay sleeping for to long. which really screws with my internal clock, and then i can’t go to sleep at all. hence the posting of a no-purpose post at 3:15am.

anyways, i have nothing to say, so here’s a couple of pictures instead.

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disappointed

i am sad to discover that actresses appear to really be rather stupid. and shallow. and vapid. and obsessed with myspace. i used to think this chick was so hot. i’m disappointed by her lack of mental capacity. oh well, i can still look.

i’m kinda embarassed that this post isn’t actually about anything. but i haven’t been to sleep yet. i planned out sometime in the next twleve to eighteen hours to actually post something. in the meantime, this is all i’ve got…

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  • feeling like barney.

  • the only time that my commute to UM takes exactly one hour is when I'm early. otherwise, it always runs over.

  • Miami has the nerve to offer "free public wifi" all over downtown. what they don't tell you as that you need a note from God to connect.

  • kind of a tricky situation, when you think you're ready, and then you find out....no, not so much.

  • one day, my ex and i are going to have a conversation about how she never told me that she could fucking sing. like whitney-in-the-90s sing.

  • those who speak, don't know. those who know, don't speak.

  • getting used to a new kind of solitude.

  • there is only so much satisfaction that a person can get out of sitting in their house for three days in a row.

  • this evening, i discovered that transmission is capable of showing download speeds in MBs rather than KBs. holy. shit. i. heart. lossless.

  • "i want to be like water. i want to slip through fingers but hold up a ship."


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